I can’t see back

I don’t know how to move forward 

You made me stop looking every direction but into your eyes 

And then you closed them 

Survival means
I love you to the point 
I can’t think about you 
It’s so strong 
If I let myself feel you
The thought of you being gone alone
Can kill me
So don’t let anyone speak your name
To me 
And try if you could to from now on 
Stay out of my dreams