Stranger Family

Every time you do something
sweet
I feel love and warmth
for you
I begin to forgive
choose to forget
the past
and want the sweetness of you
back
but my heart is not for you
or wanted by you
you turn around
put on your masters mask
and demand to make me beg
you want someone to need and hate you
like a slave to her master
Instead
I hate you for wanting me to beg
instead of being happy to have me
want you, not need you
Want
You
but you want to be needed
to control the needy
you kill my wanting
of anything from you
even if it lands me cold, hungry,
or dead
You cannot love me
for you do not know me
I am something
that does not need life
but wants it